Before all that sewing, the garden had my undying love. Its a bit like the puppy dog you get shortly after getting married, before the kids come along. Your first baby. Then the real babies come along & the puppy dog who is now a little old & grey gets sadly neglected. My vegie patch is a lot like that puppy dog, it used to be all consuming & I poured all my time & energy into it. Now however, a couple of pregnancies and dealing with a new world of raising girls, all that time time I used to have has just evaporated & been sucked up elsewhere. Over the last 4 years my vegie patch has been more of a burdon than the sanctuary it used to be.
I had dreams of being a new mother, with kids in tow (maybe even one on my back as often I have seen people do) & we'd spend hours in the vegie patch. That dream quickly got squashed by the reality of all those other things that need your attention when you have kids & sadly the vegie garden became more & more neglected. My trips down there would leave me feeling deflated as I looked around at the wasted space that wasn't being as productive as it should. Infestations of bugs were taking over as I neglected my morning & evening bug squashing ritual. It looked sad, as did my poor, old, greying dog. A long hot summer this year & a shortfall of rainwater also meant that when I did attempt a quick little stint down there nothing seemed to get going & all that effort just seemed to be falling short.
But, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Autumn weather has brought much needed rain. The kids are a little bit bigger & willing to share my time a little bit, my husband's attempt at compost has paid off & I have finally realised I can't do it all. Collecting seed, growing my own seedlings, making my own liquid feed it was crazy to think I had made it this hard. Despite realising this, it still requires a lot more work than I can give it. The perfect 6 bed rotation dream has been abandoned in favour of 'chuck a whole lot of vegies randomly in & hope that some survive'. But its producing & its making me smile again.
Vegie gardens are hard work (don't let anyone tell you they're not) but if you're realistic about it & don't try & overshoot things the joy of a dinner plate filled with home grown produce is just the most amazing feeling.